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Once upon a girl, a life was wished into erternity. The remnants of her being have been scattered here…
Welcome to Allana. 
Deconstructed.

“I refuse to define myself. I am who I am. I paint the sky bold colors and never look down. I walk on glass that makes me stronger. I run through speeding cars and sing broken records. I have a hand that’s always reaching, and Iâm different in every way in that Iâm not. I donât have the faintest idea of what that means and itâs all perfectly fine with me.” </description><title>I sing and scream, My heart is heavy and light</title><generator>Tumblr (3.0; @asmallhope)</generator><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/</link><item><title>i just got home from the doctor.</title><description>&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://mynoisyheart.tumblr.com/post/238513289/i-just-got-home-from-the-doctor"&gt;mynoisyheart&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;i need a chest x-ray and blood work done.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;i’m freaking out, i hate needles and hospitals.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;i really really really don’t want to do this.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;i wanna cry. i feel like such a wimp.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Praying for you!&lt;br/&gt;But don’t worry. It’s how I feel just before I go on a roller coaster I’ve never been on before… So I’m a wimp too.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/238519035</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/238519035</guid><pubDate>Mon, 09 Nov 2009 18:46:29 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>“You left me speechless. You left me alone.” (via R...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://18.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kst9egoVjm1qzqlbgo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;i&gt;“You left me speechless. You left me alone.”&lt;/i&gt; (via &lt;a href="http://flickr.com/photos/violetstorms"&gt;R Williams&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/237373086</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/237373086</guid><pubDate>Sun, 08 Nov 2009 17:06:00 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>(via aly chalk)</title><description>&lt;img src="http://6.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ksoaq7thx81qzqlbgo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;(via &lt;a href="http://flickr.com/photos/34475818@N03"&gt;aly chalk&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/234676571</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/234676571</guid><pubDate>Fri, 06 Nov 2009 00:46:54 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>"And for all you kids out there, wear a helmet. I know, none of the cool kids are doing it, but..."</title><description>“And for all you kids out there, wear a helmet. I know, none of the cool kids are doing it, but that’s because they aren’t clumsy.”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Daniel Tosh, &lt;i&gt;Tosh.0&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/234673083</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/234673083</guid><pubDate>Fri, 06 Nov 2009 00:42:21 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Sometimes I can hear my bones straining under the weight of all the lives i'm not living. </title><description>&lt;p&gt;(via &lt;a href="http://morganmartinez.tumblr.com/"&gt;morganmartinez&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/234639803</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/234639803</guid><pubDate>Fri, 06 Nov 2009 00:02:13 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Dear Darkness-PJ Harvey 
Dear darknessDear darknessWon’t...</title><description>&lt;embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/swf/audio_player.swf?audio_file=http://www.tumblr.com/audio_file/234638755/tumblr_kso8llVEvk1qzqlbg&amp;color=FFFFFF" height="27" width="207" quality="best"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;Dear Darkness-PJ Harvey &lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Dear darkness&lt;br/&gt;Dear darkness&lt;br/&gt;Won’t you cover, cover &lt;br/&gt;Me again?&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;Dear darkness&lt;br/&gt;Dear&lt;br/&gt;I’ve been your friend&lt;br/&gt;For many years&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;i&gt;Won’t you do this for me?&lt;br/&gt;Dearest darkness&lt;br/&gt;And cover me from the sun&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/234638755</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/234638755</guid><pubDate>Fri, 06 Nov 2009 00:00:57 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Oh Brother. What has divorce done to you? </title><description>Little Brother: Why don't you guys just go out already? &lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Me: What do you mean? He's my best friend. We've been fighting for days... &lt;br /&gt;&#13;
Little Brother: Yeah, doesn't that mean you guys are in love? </description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/233348245</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/233348245</guid><pubDate>Wed, 04 Nov 2009 19:25:00 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>"If there’s one thing I want you guys to walk away with tonight… it’s that you guys..."</title><description>“If there’s one thing I want you guys to walk away with tonight… it’s that you guys don’t need me. I really mean it. You think I’m any less screwed up than you are? I get up every morning, and I look in the mirror, and I try and figure out just where I fit in. And I draw a complete blank. You guys are looking to me to tell you what to do? You need to stop listening to me. Stop listening to people telling you who you should be! And stop listening to the people who are telling you you’re not good enough to do the things that you want to do. You guys have all the answers.”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Charlie Bartlett, &lt;i&gt;Charlie Bartlett&lt;/i&gt;.&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/233344078</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/233344078</guid><pubDate>Wed, 04 Nov 2009 19:20:54 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>I’m sure this has been posted before but it has become...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://6.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ksm0q6NfJ01qzqlbgo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;I’m sure this has been posted before but it has become increasingly relevant the last few days for me… (via &lt;a href="http://flickr.com/photos/manysmallguesses"&gt;many small guesses&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/233339439</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/233339439</guid><pubDate>Wed, 04 Nov 2009 19:15:00 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>mutations:

Her Morning Elegance by Oren Lavie
This is a...</title><description>&lt;object width="400" height="336"&gt;&lt;param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/2_HXUhShhmY&amp;rel=0&amp;egm=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;fs=1"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="wmode" value="transparent"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"&gt;&lt;/param&gt;&lt;embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/2_HXUhShhmY&amp;rel=0&amp;egm=0&amp;showinfo=0&amp;fs=1" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" width="400" height="336" allowFullScreen="true" wmode="transparent"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;/object&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://mutations.tumblr.com/post/233325177/her-morning-elegance-by-oren-lavie-this-is-a"&gt;mutations&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;Her Morning Elegance by Oren Lavie&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;This is a seriously amazing stop-motion music video.  You should totally watch it right now.  The music itself is rather beautiful, but the way it’s done is pretty brilliant, too.  Most people don’t seem to realize how long it takes to make something with stop-motion that looks even halfway decent (it’s a shitload).  I can’t begin to imagine how much work went into this.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;I always appreciate a good stop motion. &lt;br/&gt;I deeply respect the people that have the time and talent to do this.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/233330024</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/233330024</guid><pubDate>Wed, 04 Nov 2009 19:04:51 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Don't you love the people...</title><description>&lt;p&gt;that make you forget about everything else. &lt;br/&gt;Everything that &lt;strike&gt;matters&lt;/strike&gt; doesn’t matter. &lt;br/&gt;Everything but giggles and the sound of a squeaky trampoline.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;The people that you realize are the one’s who will still be there when even the laughter fades away.&lt;br/&gt;They’re my best friends, and I don’t think they’ll ever know how much I appreciate them.&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/232485037</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/232485037</guid><pubDate>Tue, 03 Nov 2009 22:26:11 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>“If I lay here… If I just lay here… Would you...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://17.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kskem49kq71qzqlbgo1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;i&gt;“If I lay here… If I just lay here… Would you lie with me and just forget the world?” &lt;/i&gt;(via &lt;a href="http://flickr.com/photos/kelleynsmith"&gt;no but and or yes&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/232479971</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/232479971</guid><pubDate>Tue, 03 Nov 2009 22:20:00 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>Oh, the times when this was me.. (via thesecretpostcards)</title><description>&lt;img src="http://23.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_kske7noO381qzybaao1_500.jpg"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;Oh, the times when this was me.. (via &lt;a href="http://thesecretpostcards.tumblr.com/"&gt;thesecretpostcards&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/232475937</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/232475937</guid><pubDate>Tue, 03 Nov 2009 22:15:49 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>"All people want is someone to listen."</title><description>“All people want is someone to listen.”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Hugh Elliot&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/230199752</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/230199752</guid><pubDate>Sun, 01 Nov 2009 19:00:05 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>In the Aeroplane Over the Sea-Neutral Milk Hotel
And one day we...</title><description>&lt;embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/swf/audio_player.swf?audio_file=http://www.tumblr.com/audio_file/230099341/tumblr_ksgagoJYcL1qzqlbg&amp;color=FFFFFF" height="27" width="207" quality="best"&gt;&lt;/embed&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;In the Aeroplane Over the Sea-Neutral Milk Hotel&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;i&gt;And one day we will die,&lt;br/&gt;And our ashes will fly from the aeroplane over the sea…&lt;br/&gt;But for now we are young;&lt;br/&gt;Let us lay in the sun,&lt;br/&gt;And count every beautiful thing we can see…&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/230099341</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/230099341</guid><pubDate>Sun, 01 Nov 2009 17:00:23 -0500</pubDate></item><item><title>#1156291</title><description>&lt;a href="http://feedproxy.google.com/~r/mlia/~3/QwAPZNVWj30/story.php"&gt;#1156291&lt;/a&gt;: &lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://mylifeisaverage.tumblr.com/post/228304558/1156291"&gt;mylifeisaverage&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;Today, I realized that Aibohphobia means fear of words that are the same spelled backwards such as race car, but the word Aibohphobia is the same spelled backwards. MLIA&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~ff/mlia?a=QwAPZNVWj30:ttlgemEr0tE:qj6IDK7rITs"&gt;&lt;img border="0" src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~ff/mlia?d=qj6IDK7rITs"/&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~ff/mlia?a=QwAPZNVWj30:ttlgemEr0tE:gIN9vFwOqvQ"&gt;&lt;img border="0" src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~ff/mlia?i=QwAPZNVWj30:ttlgemEr0tE:gIN9vFwOqvQ"/&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;a href="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~ff/mlia?a=QwAPZNVWj30:ttlgemEr0tE:yIl2AUoC8zA"&gt;&lt;img border="0" src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~ff/mlia?d=yIl2AUoC8zA"/&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;img width="1" height="1" src="http://feeds.feedburner.com/~r/mlia/~4/QwAPZNVWj30"/&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/228306257</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/228306257</guid><pubDate>Fri, 30 Oct 2009 18:38:05 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>"Life will not break your heart. It’ll crush it."</title><description>““Life will not break your heart. It’ll crush it.””&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt; &lt;a title="view all quotes by Henry Rollins"&gt;Henry Rollins&lt;/a&gt; (via &lt;a href="http://awkwardbutterfly.tumblr.com/"&gt;awkwardbutterfly&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/228302231</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/228302231</guid><pubDate>Fri, 30 Oct 2009 18:32:24 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>"Why does Christmas have to be the only holiday with a message?"</title><description>“Why does Christmas have to be the only holiday with a message?”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Michael Scott&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/228226972</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/228226972</guid><pubDate>Fri, 30 Oct 2009 16:49:53 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>mutations:surrenderlove:fujiidom:(via heartwarming)


“Yes. I am...</title><description>&lt;img src="http://5.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ksb7y7q0vk1qzhzgqo1_500.png"/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://mutations.tumblr.com/post/228220054/surrenderlove-fujiidom-via-heartwarming"&gt;mutations&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;a href="http://surrenderlove.tumblr.com/post/227963166"&gt;surrenderlove&lt;/a&gt;:&lt;a href="http://fujiidom.tumblr.com/post/227616164/via-heartwarming-youre-killing-me-tuna"&gt;fujiidom&lt;/a&gt;:(via &lt;a href="http://heartwarming.tumblr.com/"&gt;heartwarming&lt;/a&gt;)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;“Yes. I am the popular social networking site known as Bookface.”&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/228226351</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/228226351</guid><pubDate>Fri, 30 Oct 2009 16:49:03 -0400</pubDate></item><item><title>"But every now and then, just for a moment, I wish I had a partner, someone to pick up the slack...."</title><description>“But every now and then, just for a moment, I wish I had a partner, someone to pick up the slack. Someone to wait for the cable guy, make me coffee in the morning, meet the stupid sink before it gets sent back to Canada.”&lt;br/&gt;&lt;br/&gt; - &lt;em&gt;Lorelai, &lt;i&gt;The Incredible Sinking Lorelais &lt;/i&gt;&lt;/em&gt;</description><link>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/228143540</link><guid>http://asmallhope.tumblr.com/post/228143540</guid><pubDate>Fri, 30 Oct 2009 14:53:34 -0400</pubDate></item></channel></rss>
